SPM Result Day

Yesterday is the day we get our SPM result...

I went back to school around 10 plus...

I saw many friends when I reached there...

All were still joking around...

But when teacher call us to go up to the hall..

All of us start to get nervous..

All hand were as cold as ice..

But we still went up to the hall after a while...

What made us more nervous was the teacher made us wait for almost an hour before we can get our result...

We wait and finally..

The principal went up to the stage and start to announce all the straight A's student...

At first I had a little hope that I can get it...

But when I listen to all the name that the principal announce...

I know I don't have chance anymore...

Although I know I cant get it, I am still happy for my friends who get it...

Congratulation to all of you!! ^^

Once more you all made our class proud as all the straight A's holder were from the same class..

After that went to take my result...

Of course need to line up and the procedure is slow as tortoise =.=

I waited for a while and I saw my file on the top..

I start nervous again..

But when I saw my result, I was damn down...

I expect to get more than what I get now...

But it wasnt..

No one to blame as it is my result...

What I can say is I dint put in effort...

Sorry that I had let my parent down...

Sorry that I had let my teacher down...

After take result, walk around the school...

I had see changes in it...

Don't know it is good or bad.. =)

But I am happy to see back my friends..

Sorry ther ther that I din't pui dao you king gai as I was on phone with my dad...

I am happy to see you all back..

I will go back on the other time...

That time we king puas-puas.. ^^

Stay at school till 1 plus after that fetch mayting go jusco..

After bringing mayting back to school, we went to time square neway to sing k..

Sing for 3 hours and shout out all the unhappiness in my heart...

I felt more relief...

After sing k, walk around ts to wait mayting to come...

Around 6plus leave ts, went to connaught pasar malam...

Go pack something to eat and went to maykay grandma house...

Go there eat and sit awhile...

Get scolded from mom for still don't want to go home although it is 10 plus already...

Faster call jenny fetch me go home...

Sorry bro for cant letting you stay there a bit longer... =(

Don't cry anymore..

You had cried too much today..

It was heartbreaking to see you like that...

Be strong as you still have us..

Reach home around 11..

Dad reach home earlier than me..

Luckily did not get scolding from him..

I wonder why nowaday he gave me so much freedom...

Is it he felt I am mature now?? haha

I don't know..

Perhaps my mom can give me an answer...

That's all for today.. =)

End of National Service

Yesterday is the last day of national service...

the night before yesterday, most of us didnt sleep at all..

we just chat and play around before sending the sarawak's people go back...

is quite hard to see them leave after we had been together for 2 and a half month...

2 and a half month is not a long period but is also not a short period..

we had been through many thing together...

the unity bond between us is just too strong to be broken..

we all cried when we send them back...

Yesterday morning we are the first batch to go back..

all people cried and hug each other before we leave..

when I see them cry, I cant control my tears too..

the tears just keep rolling down from my eyes...

I feel very sad to leave them...

so far I cry the worst yesterday..

What I can say is...

those who get chosen for PLKN, just go for the camp...

when you enter, you will know how much fun you can have in the camp..

until the last day, you will feel you dont want to leave the camp and also your friends...

seriuosly, I miss my dorm mate, my alpha girls and all the friends I have in the camp...

all the happy and sad moment that we had been through together will forever be kept in my heart...

I wont forget my kompeni, ALPHA..

I wont forget all the jurulatih in KEMSIS..

I surely wont forget all my members of ALPHA...

Thank for the memory you all had gave me...

Thank alot...

KEMSIS, YOU ARE THE BEST!!

National service

What can i say about plkn...

one word to describe it.. FUN!!

i have alot fun at there..

although i am not use to it at the first two week..

but i am use to it after that...

i know many friends and i learn many thing..

but one thing i hate is i need to climb a like a 'mount everest high' stair to go to my dorm...

it made my leg muscle become so stiff like an athlete leg...

however we are happy as all of us have lose weight... hehe

although there malay people more than chinese and indian but all of us can fool around together...

I totally glad and proud that i have enter ALPHA kompeni...

I am the T.oc for my kompeni...

i damn like my kompeni as all of us are so united..

what we do we do it together...

what we say we say it together..

even when we sing, we will all sing together no matter how many time the song repeat..

i cant describe my feeling when i see all the member of alpha are so united, spontaneous and sporting in every activity we join...

one word describe alpha--- BEST!!

i cant wait to go back to the camp to see my camp mate again...

by the way, wish all my friends and family..

Happy Chinese New Year!!

May all of you have a prosperous rabbit year!! ^^

Been a century since i last update my blog..

Today is new year eve..

It's going to be new year after 6 more hours...

2011 coming...

Welcome 2011 !! ^.^

Will be leaving for national service soon...

Guess I need to learn to be independent there...

Hope that I will learn to be more mature at there..

Lastly,

Happy New Year to everyone!! ^.^

May god bless you all..

All the best to my friends =)

IMY

Cant sleep le...
My eye still blink blink...
But somehow I miss you...

Ei, I told you I want to drink alcohol right?
I really go and drink just now...
Now blur blur d..
Maybe overdose liao...
Haha^^

wrong decision

This should not be happening...
It is a wrong decision from the start...
I should not be so close with you...
And now I keep hurting you...
It not something I want...
I thought I can give you happiness but now I realise...
I am not giving you happiness but sadness...

Sick for one week le...
made me what mood also don't have le...
just want to sleep and sleep and sleep...
hate illness...
hope to get well before this sunday...
i still have a seminar to attend le...
i miss alot of thing this week...
need to catch up with all the study and start my revision as trial is near...